Hiya Navy ,
I remember chatting 🙂 ( I do at times go back to them posts just to give myself a wobble and remember the really dark times and what place I am in now).
Awh Navy , it’s just not right – a night out with friends should not end with you deserted and so upset .
Do people around you know about his addiction ? Do they support you ?.
The lies and the selfish behaviour just snowball the longer it went on I found ( I’m still dealing with this now even though apart and I don’t believe it will ever stop unless he realises one day it’s time to stop).
I know you will have commitments and reasons for staying so long but you have to do what’s best for you in this life because right now he isn’t the best .
Do you see him changing ? If you look into the future, can you take another x amount of years of this ?. Sending hugs cause it is so dam hard , hope today isn’t full of upset carried on from last night xxx