Reply To: Goodbye letter to my husband

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navy
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Hi everyone

this is a living nightmare.

Sunday was awful, we hardly spoke to each other, but here Iam trying again, what is wrong with me. How many times do I put up with this. Most of Our friends do not know what is actually wrong with him they think is mental health issue with Covid. However they support me and are kind and caring towards me, they said it’s not my fault.

We seen each other for  dinner last night it lasted 20 mins, he was agitated, tired and needed his own space, (struggling) at least he spent a little bit of time with me, he then met me for breakfast @ the kitchen table this morning again he was tired. But he was there……He had a meeting at 11 which he didn’t make as now unwell cold, sore throat probably a has chest infection!!!!! Awful as it sounds I don’t believe him. Yes he has a cough……which is what always happens on the comedown, the same routine.always ill.

So I think it’s just the comedown affecting him.

im sending all my love to you who are going through this.

navy xx

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