Reading all of your stories is frightening in how we are all in such similar situations.. I’ve been dealing with my partners cocaine addiction for 3 years now, he is currently on day 8 of a binge.. I have never sought help online before but I am really struggling with all of this in the last 6 weeks as I have also found out other things that I never thought he’d do to me. The abuse this week has been unreal. Everything is my fault. I am trying really hard to research and understand addiction so I can regulate myself in how to react when he is abusive but God, it is hard. I’m tired. I’m frightened. On edge constantly, walking on egg shells and trying to look after a Yr old and a 4 month old. I don’t really know why I’m writing this, I suppose in the hope that someone has made a success of getting help and being happy? Hope is all I am clinging on to at the moment x
