Just an update from me as been a couple of weeks , I don’t expect any reply just leaving it here I guess for my own journal of what’s been going on
He didn’t go totally off the rails after my last post although the cold turkey wasn’t pretty… He has had a few more lapses since then but not quite so severe. Obviously more debt then followed now he is borrowing large sums from family to cover these lapses.
Not sure it this is what has slightly sobered him up but I had some crap news last week about my health – totally out the blue when checking for something else.
I’ve shed a couple of tears but stranglely not much , I feel quite numb, as though all of this is happening to someone else and not me. I think I will always wonder whether the health issue I now have was triggered by the stress and trauma of the last half a decade ????
anyone reading this who is living in chaos and trauma due to their loved ones addiction my advice would be to break free , look after yourselves and your health xx