Hi everyone
well I’m afraid not good news for me. I’ve left him for the final time, I can’t go back and put up with this rollacoster anymore.
im currently sitting on my way to my parents whom are very supportive.
im trying to hold it together but keep letting the tears run down my face what must people think……
my heart is broken, im the one feeling guilty cant believe his behaviour yet again. I know he has used and he still not admitted he still doing it. I’m not allowed to ask how he doing or test him as it’s to much pressure!!!! Really I thought when he doing so well he would want to shout it from the roof tops…… this is why I knew it’s something he couldn’t give up.
Hope you are all looking after yourself and putting yourself first.
this is going to be day one for me and I come first now.
love Navy xxx