Hi both
it’s so hard isn’t it. I’m currently living in my parents house having left him. My heart is broken and he makes me feel like it’s my fault. I wasn’t loving enough. I didn’t hold him and tell him all will be ok.
how can I he never with me. I work 9-5 when home he said I got therapy then too tired or emotional to see me.
Weekend became distant I tried to get him to come for a coffee a walk shopping anything but I always ended up on my own.
The last straw was he took it with him on a weekend away and I just snapped. If in therapy why are you using why did he buy it why did he feel the need to use it when with me.
i feel lost and broken and so tired. I need to look after me and my health. This is such a difficult time.
i send my love to you all here and pray that you all get stronger with time and make yourself the top priority.
take care
love Navy xx