hello
mine started with cocaine and is now on crack… he takes it usually at the weekends. I hate it.
it’s breaks my heart it’s ruining our relationship just feel dead inside now.
I have children and I feel like I’m not doing right by them having him here he’s not their biological father.
the other night I came in and he was abusive to us all and is getting more angry too.
I am getting close to ending it as I don’t want this life for my children and I feel like a bad mother for carrying this on.
I have a sister who was a Coke addict using daily and left her kids with nothing it’s so hard they won’t change unless they are made to or want to.
I have no real advice coz I react terribly and it causes arguments we sleep in different rooms 99% of the time now to.
They need to help themselves first xxx