One week on and true to form, he’s used again. Quite wrecked on fact. He doesn’t seem to care about my health and ignored how distraught I am and in fact said I am being nasty ?!?! Didn’t think my tears and saying I need support and peace and stability was a nasty thing to say/do?!
I feel so stupid. I lent him more £££ just leading up to this. He was being great, we had got into a new rhythm with our health and fitness and he was supporting me with my health issues and coming with me to hospital appointments etc. but I just sensed last week what was to come when he changed… And it was all leading up to this big relapse and him just being a total selfish prick again. I am devastated all over again
I know each time I go through this turmoil though, I am one step closer to building the strength to leave.