Hi lozzy
oh my lovely, you really need to be strong for you. I know it’s hard and daunting but you have the strength and ability to look after yourself and not him.
fill your days with what you need and want to do. If he wants to Join then ok if not tough go for it yourself.
he needs to realise your not there to be his punch bag (mentally) I know it’s scary been there and done it.
my boundaries have been broken and I’m considering my next move. He has 3. Weeks to prove himself.
I believe he still using and lying to me as he still grumpy, sleeping and then hyperactive so all the same traits as before.
he says he loves me so much and is trying so hard. I believe he loves me but don’t believe that he can give up this drug. It has a massive hold on him.
as I say im giving him 4 weeks to see how he doing then. If there is a difference then great but if not I have to reconsider my next choice. My health and life deserves to be happy.
take care Lozzy and all out there.
stay true to yourselfs it’s hard but we got this .
navy xx