I feel so sorry for you, I am Blondie, and my story is on line as well. I have just endured another evening/night with my husband sitting and drinking 12 pints of lager. I can feel my love dying slowly bit by bit every time he drinks to excess. I used to like a drink or 2, only socially a couple of times a week, but maybe have a glass of wine about once a month now. He had a mother who died of alcoholism at 68 and yet he still drinks and will not admit he has a problem. Do I leave,? to shock him. He is on meds for anxiety, stress and panic attacks and cannot see drinking makes the feelings worse and probably stops the meds working properly, he also refuses to tell the GP he is drinking, I am in despair.
