I am so sorry especially about your little girl maybe one day he will realise just how lucky he was to have you and by that time I hope you have moved on. Maybe I will be forced to do the same my little girl cries all the time when her daddy has to leave after he has visited for a few hours. Still not really convinced that he will suceed in keeping hiself clean this drug has powers beyond belief and trusting him is also really difficult but its my heart that aches like mad when hes not here if I could conquer that then I would be fine. I think because I have been with him for 18yrs its hard to imagine him not in my life at my side (hes not even owt spectaular to be honest) but you cannot help who you fall in love with and unfortunately my heart chose him. I am the same the man I fell in love with disappeared about 15yrs ago he is starting to come back alittle day by day but its a heck of a long journey and one hes going to have to do for the rest of his life.
kelly I really wish you well and hope you stay strong as you are. Your kids are very lucky to have you as their mummy. Please keep intouch and let me know how you are doing and thank you for everything you have also helped me alot xx