Hi just need to get this out.
today I got a text message saying ” I need your help I have no money in the bank to pay bills will you help me please” first question was why he only had £139 two days ago so where has it gone so I rang him and guess what he told me he’d spent it on tablets
(diazepam) I dont get it are we moving from one addiction to another. What am I suppose to do its not heroin but again another nail in the coffin. He says its only to help while he gets rid of leg cramps and its better then using other (emotional blackmail to me). I cannot deal with another addiction should I give up my addiction HIM.
Another kick in the teeth for me and my kids will it ever end so upset and confused just dont know what to think or do. I think if I had the money I would up sticks and leave with the kids and just forget about everyone but in reality I cannot do it.
I have never took a penny off him for the kids hes never bought a nappy or a pack of wipes anything I feel like a door mat.