I just dont know what to believe I wish he would just do hiself in so to speak at least then it would all be over but he’d rather torture me because hes selfish. hes not started the blocker yet he has appt next week also has appt with IAPT on 28th aug to help with retraining his mind. Seriously got to stage where I just dont care anymore, how many times am I going to let him do this to me, should I turn the love to hate and despise him. I am going to have a look at these test because I think the ones I bought say they test positive for prescription drugs so like you said not really a true reading for just heroin. I really cannot live like this anymore waiting for him to fail.
Thank you for replying it just helps so much knowing that someone understands even though I would’nt wish this on my worst enemy. XX