I do care and love him and yes if he did get clean and stayed clean he would be all i wanted. I just wish i did’nt love him it drives me insane. I have told him today not to contact me anymore because i cannot take it told him i will arrange for him to see kids with his mum presant and in a neutral place not at my house basically. I start work again in september so hopefully wont have the time to miss him its only because i am sat here day in day out on my own that i struggle. Thank you again for being there and making perfect sense. Xx
