wish u were closer too could really do wiv a hug. i just know after last nite things are bad and fact is it cannot be fixed. Cannot live this way told him i dont want to see him anymore. he cannot remember much from last nite but my scars are visable from what he acted like n said n i cannot carry he expects that he can say what he wants n then claim he cannot remember well its not happening anymore why should i be mentally tortured he can go fuck hiself i am so angry n hurt rite now. x keep intouch x
