Hi feeling abit calmer now I think its because hes gone and I can sleep knowing that everything is safe and I can switch off. He has text me tonite to say that he loves me and his babies and he will fight for us, to be honest its just empty words heard it all before blah, blah, blah. Told him I hated him earlier but truth is I just feel numb honestly its strange. He went to his iapt appointment hes got another next week (he will not be staying here thats for sure) he said it was good really opened his eyes (talkin to his mummy) he was gone for a good hour n half I did’nt ask him anything about it I was to hurt n angry with him and still am. Anyway enough about this rubbish how has your day been x better then mine I hope x
