Oh SK I’m so sorry I know this was kinda your now or never moment. Things won’t improve will they. He says you can’t love him if you don’t except him the way he is you could say he doesn’t love you otherwise he wouldn’t be taking methodone. Yes maybe that’s who he is but is that who you want ?. Its all still crap this end he wants to move back pretty sure not for me he’s skint and fed up with living with his boss needs looking after again. Hes so miserable when he’s around me he just says he’s depressed and that it makes him feel worst when he sees me cause I have the house the girls my friends (um well hello I didn’t cheat and stick needles in my arm). He says he feels I’ve moved on and no longer love him. This is the confusing bit for me I do love him but I don’t know if I want him back deep down I know he doesn’t treat me right and holds me back and I’m starting to feel I deserve better. Why don’t we have the balls to be without them ? Anyway last time I saw him his exact words were maybe I should f off and find myself a smack head girlfriend. So SK I maybe rejoining you soon in the drug related posts once more. Take care x
