Hi,
How difficult this must be for you but there is support out there. I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust which aims to help and support people like yourself who are having to deal with the addiction of a loved one.We offer a service called ‘Family Friends’ who are experienced trained volunteers. If you contact us you could talk with one of them which may help you to find a way ahead.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that talking to someone will help you. Good luck!
