Hi,
I really feel for you living with the horrible situation you have described. I think you might find it a good thing to talk to someone who has experience in what you are going through.
The Icarus Trust is a charity which supports families who are being affected by the addiction of a loved one. We offer the free service of ‘Family Friends’. These are all experienced trained volunteers and, if you contact us you would be able to talk with one of them. Hopefully this would help and support you with the choices you are having to make.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Talking through problems often helps so I hope you will find this useful. Good luck.
