I am so sorry with what you are feeling and have been going through.. It must be heart breaking for you after all you have done to try and help your partner. I really would like you to suggest that you get some support for yourself now. Sadly loads of people go through the same as you and its really hard, but there is support for people that have been affected by another person’s addiction.
The Icarus Trust is a charity that supports the friends and families of addicts. We have a ‘Family Friends’ service. These are trained volunteers who would be able to talk with you and give you any help or support you might need.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
May be this could help you to move on. Good luck!
