SI feel really sad to hear how your brothers addiction has also badly affected you and your parents. Its really hard being a friend or family member of an addict and often these people need help too.
The Icarus Trust is a charity which supports those, like yourself who are affected by an addicts behaviour. If you felt it would help you we could put you in touch with one of our ‘family Friends’ who you could talk with. They are trained volunteers with lots of experience of what you are going through. May be talking with one of them would help you to come to terms with how you are feeling.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I really hope that you may find this a useful way ahead. Good luck!
