Hi,
Sadly, its a really hard situation that you are in. if you would like to talk to some one who would understand what you are going through then please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people, like you, who are having to deal with the impact of addiction. We offer a free service called ‘Family Friends’ and if you get in touch you could talk with one of these experienced trained volunteers.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that talking to someone like this will help you to understand what you would like to do next.
Good luck!
