I ‘m really sad to hear that you don’t have any one to talk to help you deal with what is such a difficult time for you.
Sadly there are lots of people going through what you are. The Icarus Trust is a charity which supports the friends and families of addicts. We offer a free service called ‘Family Friends’ who are trained volunteers. if you contact us we would put you in touch with one of these. They have lots of experience of what you are going through and maybe it would help you to talk to one of them.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that you are able to get some support. It is really good to be able to talk through problems.
Good luck!
