You sound like a really strong person coping with all that you have been with supporting both your brother and sister. But its such a hard thing to deal with and It sounds like maybe you could do with some support for yourself.
The Icarus Trust is a charity which is there to support the friends and families who are dealing with a loved one’s addiction. We could offer you the support of one of our ‘Family Friends’ who you would be able to talk with. They are trained volunteers with loads of experience of the kinds of situation you are having to cope with and it might help you to have a chat with one of them. It is a free service.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Please try to get some support for yourself so that you can stay strong for your family.
Good Luck!
