Hi,
It sounds like you’ve had a lot to deal with in your life and this has been hard for you. Have you asked anyone for help with your addiction – your GP or anyone else?
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust and if you would like to talk in confidence with one of our trained volunteers please contact us. You would be put in touch with one of our ‘Family Friends’ who would help you in where to go for help. This is a free service.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck. I really hope that you can get some help.
