Hi Donna, I’m so sorry to hear that your still having a bad time. Since your initial post in March and after a 6 month relapse prior to that my husband has been in treatment and things are now finally (fingers crossed) going well for him, sober 50 days (ish). I also received some support while he was away and I would suggest that you don’t hesitate to find a support group for yourself, it will help you not to feel so isolated. If your husband can admit to there being a problem and wants to try and change, there is plenty of support he can access. I live in fear of a relapse now but I know he does too & that at least is what is driving him on to remain sober. He goes to 3 AA meetings a week & it’s working. Keep strong and don’t forget that while your busy holding it all together, you mustn’t neglect your own needs. All the best JC
