Hi Nevergiveup, Thank you for your response. This is the wrong way to say it but its nice to know there is someone out there in the same position as me. My partner keeps saying she needs help…but is drunk the next minute. She goes to the GP but I think she tells them a pack of lies. I don’t think I could cope with this for 20 years and to be honest I don’t think she’ll be here in 20 years. She binge drinks every day now. I come home to find her passed out most days. So I completely understand the term self destruct. i’ve lost 3 stone over the past 6 months, I’m trying to look after myself…I am going to take your advice and speak to my GP, I’m due to go for a medicine review in a couple of weeks so will try to be brave and tell him whats happening in my life. I hope you find a way to get through this. I pray that your partner will finally see what he is doing to you and his children. Take care of yourself.
