Hi Kathan,
You are obviously going through a really difficult time and I wonder if you have any support for yourself. The Icarus Trust is a charity that was set up to help people like you ,friends and families of addicts who are having to deal with the awful consequences of another’s addiction. If you would like to get in touch we have’ Family Friends’, experienced trained volunteers who you could talk with which may help you feel less anxious and find a way ahead.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck.
