Hi Elli
Thank you for posting. I can only imagine how painful it is for you to watch what’s happening to your daughter. That’s so hard and you are right to say that it is important for you to get some help for yourself.
I work for a charity called The Icarus Trust that has been set up to support those who are having to deal with the impact of a loved one’s addiction. If you contact us we can put you in touch with one of our ‘Family Friends’. These are our experienced trained volunteers who would understand what you are living through. Talking to one of them might help you to find a way ahead and they can signpost you to other services that are available. This is a free service.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that you can get some help for yourself and wish you all the best.