Hi Donna,
I’m sorry that you are having such a bad time and are in such a difficult situation. Please contact The Icarus Trust as we are a charity that is set up to support people like yourself who are having to deal with the impact of a loved one’s addiction.
If you contact us we offer a free service called ‘Family Friends’. These are our experienced trained volunteers who you could talk with. They would understand what you are living with and signpost you to other available help. As you say it feels good to offload.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I hope that you are able to get some help. Good luck.
