Hi Sianny,
I’m sorry to read your post and can see how upsetting your mum’s drinking is for you.
If it would help you to talk with someone who would understand what you are going through please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that provides support for people who are dealing with a loved one’s addiction.
We have people called ‘Family Friends’ who are trained and experienced and talking with one of them might help you to make sense of what to do next.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck with everything.
