Hi,
Thank you for posting. I’m so sorry to read your son’s story and to see how it affects you. It must be very hard for you to see the impact the drugs are having.
You sound incredibly strong and consistent which I’m sure helps your son but it is sad to read that you and your other son are struggling.
It often helps to talk and if you would like to be put in touch with people who would understand what you are coping with please contact The Icarus Trust.
We are a charity that provides support for people like you who are dealing with a loved ones addiction. We have experienced trained volunteers who you could be put in touch with. Talking with one of our ‘Family Friends’ may be able to help you to see way ahead and to know what other services are available.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
I do hope that you will be able to get some support for yourself. Good luck with everything!