[lindyloo]

Hi Kinggy, welcome to the forum.

Please don’t beat yourself up. You’ve done so well- 9 months! That’s brilliant- but I think things have just got too much and you’ve reached out for something to help it “go away”.

But you know it’s a slippery slope when the cycle starts again. Please try to be very strong and fight this need to use. The CA fellowship are so supportive and are there for you when you are feeling weak. There are meetings often and online too.

You need to be attending meetings regularly my friend. My son has alcohol and cocaine addictions, currently in recovery, thank God. But he has relapsed a few times in the past, I understand how you must feel.

For the sake of your future health and happiness and family please contact CA or AA groups. They run a 12 step programme and the guys are so supportive.

Keep in touch, let us know how you’re doing. Stay strong.

Lx

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