Hi everyone. Im looking for a place where people will understand my pain right now. I just found out my boyfriend of 3 years cheated on me with a much older woman and he doesn’t even remember doing it. It happened a little over a year ago he thinks. I heard from another person that they heard it from the woman he cheated on me with. I looked through text records and he still talks to her once in a while. I confronted him. He got so angry. He finally admitted it to me. He said “I was so f*cked up. Apparently it happened. From what I hear. Idk what you want me to say. I messed up. I regret it every day.” But it’s almost like he’s being cold towards me. How?! He hurt me.