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Where do I start…. I’ve been with my husband just under 5 years married for 2. He kept his habit secret until a month before our wedding, I knew he took it years ago but stupidly thought it was before he met me. I should of ran to the hills but put it down to stress of arranging our wedding. Our wedding was perfect, or so I thought. My daughter was hanging out in our honeymoon suite and he was making a lot of trips to the bathroom with the best man, clearly doing coke as my daughter heard them. Our honeymoon was awful as we went away with a large group of friends and he spent most of the time drunk at the bar which was opened at 10am. We had a massive argument and I ended up sobbing in the bathroom. He

Apologise and then said he would make more of a effort, which he did to be fair. A few months ago I called time on our relationship as my eldest daughter told me that he was bringing it home while I was at work and even offered her a line which she declined. It turned out he was still using, not paying the bill resulting in bailiffs turning up demanding money. Luckily my name isn’t on the bills!

My eldest daughter has moved out and I’m stuck here until I can afford to move out with my 8yr old daughter and it’s been a nightmare!

We live in a small town which seems to be full of coke heads who are all on His side .

I feel so low and hoping to move into my flat next month as long as it doesn’t fall through. I gave up everything for this man, moved towns and gave up a council house. Both our names are on the lease on the house but I’m the one made to move out! As the landlord is a friend of his I feel I have no choice. Today I’m feeling really low and beating myself up and everything. I need to break free from this man who promised me the world and ended up breaking me.

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