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I thought he had stopped I thought he wanted to be a family , no no I was wrong he could bare to admuy it to my face because he is a coward so he calls me to say yes I did use heroin last night he injected it into his neck. Im devastated I feel sick every time I close my eyesi have the image of him doing it , what the hell do I do now I love him so much but I cant forgive him again I cant take anymore of this it hurts so much, I thouht his kids were enough, im sick of hearing the excuses he says we drove him to do it , it makes me sick , im trying so hard yo hold it all together but im so scared , I dont want to hurt anymore , im sorry for ramberling but typing through the tears x

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