[anon2905]

My husband uses cocaine more than often but says that his not a drug addict and use the excuse that his life if boring that’s why he does it. It really hurts as he goes out and gets him a bag every week during the week and whatever chance he gets. We always argue and he makes me feel like I am wrong and I end up apologizing. But I can’t handle it anymore. It’s wasting money, his happy when he has it, the rest of the time his okay but when his high his loving and wants to speak to me. Most times when I speak it feels like I’m annoying and he doesn’t listen. I always feel like I’m annoying and it really hurts.

[dh333]

Reading this is honestly like reading my own life. I’ve only been with my boyfriend 2 years, but he’s done cocaine the entire time we’ve been together, lately he’s been getting a bag a week, we then argue and he then goes out and gets more because we’ve argued and it’s all my fault, or so he makes me believe..

I don’t know about you but I feel like it’s changed me as a person, I’m not happy, I’m just so miserable, he tells me he gets it to perk himself up but it just drags me down. When he’s has it he’s a different person and I totally get you when you say you feel like you’re ‘annoying’ him. I feel like his bloody mother and I honestly don’t know how much more I can take.

Every situation and person is different and as much as it will break my heart, I can’t help but know deep down I’d be happier without him, it’s just the leaving that’s the hard part.

You just need to do you, and what’s best for yourself because that’s exactly what he’s doing, addict or not it’s impacting your life..i hope you’re okay, I know exactly how you must be feeling????x

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