I hope that between us all we can somehow put more pressure on the police/government to stop the drug dealers at source, but this doesn’t help you and your family when you have lost someone that you love so much.
I feel so sad for you and your family’s loss. It’s heartbreaking and so hard that you don’t have friends who understand how you are feeling.
If you feel that it would be any help to you to talk with people who do understand, please contact The Icarus Trust. We are a charity that supports people who have to deal with the impact of a loved one’s addiction on their lives. People like yourself.
We have a team of experienced and trained volunteers and maybe talking to one of them would help you to make some sense of how you are feeling and to know what other help is available to you and your mum.
You can contact us on help@icarustrust.org or visit the website http://www.icarustrust.org
Wishing you all the best.