How cocaine ruled my life yet I have never taken it in my life

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      ash2013
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      Wow Ann, you have been so strong. I didnt want to read and run.

      Your words resonated with me, living with a cocaine addict is like being on a really awful fast bumpy rollercoaster that wont stop.

      I think the problem is that when you live ‘in it’ for so long, you hate it, but it becomes normality, you normalise things that are not normal, not by a long way, but you make excuses to yourself.

      Its so sad, but the partners deserve some happiness too, and even though my husband is 9 months clean, the fear of the return of it, is hard. Don’t get me wrong, its not constantly on my mind, but at times it is, more times than it should be. Its almost like I have PTSD from the trauma of living with it.

      You are an inspiration! x

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