My son has been an alcoholic for quite sometime now. He won’t give it up and believes he is going to die from drink. I can hardly believe what he has become. He cannot be bothered to do anything and has become like a spoilt teenage child again. I have already lost one child in a road accident and am terrified I will lose him. Once he is gone there will be nothing left. There will be nothing to show for the past 30 years.