[lou37]

So I’ve been using cocaine recreational when drinking for years,now I’ve started using without a drink. My husband has no idea,I can’t can’t drink without it and I literally have it all! Beautiful kids,home,job,husband! Don’t know why I do it?? I get the urge and next thing I’m doing it? Anyone else in same situation? I never do it when I have work but Friday comes and I can’t resist? I’m so ashamed of myself! 

[tracie]

Hi there i am in exact same boat and i dnt know where to turn or who to talk to im sick of it tbh but cant help myself

[Ahurtwife]

Have you both seen the documentary on the BBC?? It might help??

But can I ask, why you do it and do you want to stop???

 

I am trying to find out what makes an addict stop?? From what I have read, an addict has to hit zero before they can get help??

[Axelpaloma]

Hello,can I please ask what documentary on bbc

[Lizzie52]

I think it’s called Matt Willis – Fighting Addiction

[JasB85]

Hi. I’m exactly the same and have found myself in here because I know I have a problem but I don’t know how to stop. My issue is me and my partner both do it. We have professional jobs, a lovely house kids etc but come the weekend when we have a night to ourselves it’s become routine. I’m sick of wasting money, spending the whole weekend exhausted, coming down hungover then Monday morning feeling like shit. I don’t know how to break the cycle. We tell ourselves every weekend we won’t do it but always do!

[paw_x]

There are CA meetings for you all around the world most days for you to get help for this. Give one a try. There’s a list of them on ca-online.org

[me123]

I’m exactly the same as are a lot of my friends, I always feel that I’m the worse one, some of the things I do and the risks I take on cocaine make me sick. I’m fed up. I get just how you feel, it’s funny isn’t it it’s a real epidemic, everyone has it, it ruins lives, causes suicides, tears through your bank account. But there are some dealers who are so obvious but it’s like nobody cares, they never get caught. Everyone in the pub has it, if the police was to come search everyone they’d find loads. It’s not nice because it means we have no help and no motivation to stop like we probably won’t get arrested, we won’t go to jail for possession so it’s not that much of a risk ????????

[SoberSW28]

Hi, I am sorry that you are going through this. I was in a similar position 47 days ago. My life was unmanageable because of using cocaine and hiding it. I went to a cocaine anonymous meeting a broken woman. I am 47 days clean and sober now. I was ready to stop. If you want help or support I would recommend contacting the CA helpline. We are ill not evil. Good luck!

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