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i don’t know what to do

i’ve been abusing alcohol for so long. im 19y and i don’t know how to stop.

i don’t even know why i am drinking. i just wanna drink till death and a part of me wants to stop but i don’t know how to.

im the first alcoholic of the family. and everyone hates me because of this. i can’t relate to anyone.

i have been asking alcoholic their reason to stop drinking and nobody ever gave me an answer that i need.

it feels like i am lost in this roundabout where im just shifting from soberness to drunkeness and whenever someone tried to get me out of it it just doesn’t work as tough i was magnesiced to it. everyone tried to help me: my family, my friends, everyone. but still im stuck and can’t get out. i wanna get away from that dearest bottle of vodka but nothing works.

i got kicked out of my mom’s and my dad’s because of my alcoholism yet it doesn’t work, i still want to drink. what is happening to me?

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