Thank you for sharing your story. I’m so sad to read what a terrible time you are having and how isolated you are feeling trying to deal with your son’s addiction.
Please contact us at The Icarus Trust if you would like to talk with people who would listen and understand what you are going through.
We are a charity that supports people like yourself who are affected by another’s addiction. We have trained and experienced people you could talk with which, hopefully, would help you to feel not so alone and help to find a way ahead.
You can contact The Icarus Trust on help@icarustrust.org or visit our website http://www.icarustrust.org
Good luck with everything. Hoping that you can get some help.