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hi my husband was a heroin addict many years ago and had been clean had a job we was doing really well,but although I knew he was using something again and iv talked screamed cried he was in otal denial.
Then just oer a week ago I kicked himout I just couldn’t cope with it anymore,he has finally come clean and told me he is very heavily using crack cocaine.
He has asked to come back home and my hearts yearns for him but I also had a mental breakdown a couple months ago due to all the stress and have now ended up n medication myself!! I just don’t know if I can listen to another lie if I can go through the feelings of neglect or I say 2nd best and I didn’t know that sites like this exsisted. So if anyone can give me any advice I would be grateful he is already seeing a councillor through lifeline but that is because he has been addicted to subbys behind my back for over a year I just feel cheated really. HE said they wont be able to help because he already getting a script for the subby addiction my head is all over place and I apologise for spelling mistakes first time iv done anything like this thanks for listening.

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