My son is 34 and has been using for some years I got him clean he did 8bweeks cold turkey in my little bedroom when he come to live with me and my partner he was in such a mess he has meth mouth and in a lot of financial mess to .just recently I’ve notice he’s staying out a lot more and has admitted he is on the stuff again I’m at my wits end he doesn’t care that its breaking me I have no-one to talk to he is suppose to be going to get help this week but my gutt is saying he won’t go how can I get him the help he needs and how do I get through this I feel like I have failed my boy but when I speak to him or my daughter they say I’m the best mum I have been both parents has he won’t have anything to do with his dad my ex husband of 27 years