[SoberSW28]

Hi. I am a cocaine addict. I am powerless to the control that the drug has over me and my life became unmanageable. I was suicidal, desperate and lonely. I reached bottom and I went to find help. I am working the 12 steps of recovery and I’m currently on step 4. It is sending my head west. All of the resentments, anger and hurt that I have been avoiding are coming to the surface. I know it will benefit me in the long run but I’m finding it really hard.

I want to pick up and get out of my head. I know I have to face everything, but it is tearing me apart. I am just so angry at people who should have protected me but didn’t.

I’m sorry to rant. I just feel so alone and need some guidance.

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