[charl]

I met my boyfrend 5 years ago I thought I’d met my soul mate talk attractive really lovly as he worked away i had no idea he had a cocaine problem I quickly questioned why at 53 he had nothing 2 show for years of big wages and working in various countries he was a joiner he told me every lie in the book didn’t have a nice car as he was never at home also his wife had sadly died a year and a half before I met him he cruelly blamed all his debts on her which I found out was a lie also why did she work 2 jobs when he made around £1000 pound a week he eventually missed me so much and wanted a job at home things started 2 go sour mood swings up for nights on end then crashing losing jobs agency job after job I’ve never done drugs and had no idea he was he kept his own house on (on a morgage) his sons lived there and started 2 pick arguments 2 go back there then about a week later beg 2 come back the funny thing is i wasn’t some daft teenager a self employed business owner and I started wondering what was wrong with me (nothing as all high end drug abusers the usual story selfish cunning total liar ) don’t get me wrong I’m sure he loved me very much but sadly loved drugs more i had no idea his heart burn was the cocaine burning his stomach every thing came 2 a head when I found out he had £90,000 pound of debt and payday loans had been borrowing off friends and family the real shame is he is basically a nice person but his habit came before me no more he won’t change and il never trust him again

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