I found out 4 weeks that my husband of 16 years has a coccaine addiction, which subsequently cost him his job and a possible criminal record. Since then i have felt so isolated and alone. I had supected in the past but he always shot me down and made me feel like it was me that had the problem. We have two daughters and i feel like i have failed in my role as protector. Now i dont know how to behave or feel. I feel so so alone.