Me and my partner were both users of cocaine,it was damaging our relationship and our individual lives ,we knew we needed to kick the habit so agreed to stop,my partner decided to go alone to meetings without telling me then shortly after broke up with me,I felt like she was distancing herself from me as we were coke buddy’s which I understand but breaking up with me too has had a huge impact on me,emotionally ,mentally and physically I’m struggling with the loss as I love her immensely,I try to contact to her hoping we can work this out without us breaking up but I get no response,im struggling to stop using because of this using the coke as a pick me up knowing each time it’s because of the withdrawals each time,can anyone recommend an alternative solution when withdrawing .I’m battling with my emotions constantly with the heartbreak of losing her and the lack of control staying away from the coke