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I received a text from him New Year’s Eve asking if I wanted to go to a local pub we use to go in together! I was really shocked, I knew for a fact he wouldn’t do coke with me there! Anyway we arrived sat down chatting he seemed uneasy definitely not himself! At one point he said I was being really loud, bearing in mind it was New Year’s Eve and we r both loud people, He would never say your being to loud! Mind you I am bipolar???? came to end of the night and he was like ok ready rushed to he’s, wouldn’t put any lights on got me a blanket for the sofa and hurried upstairs! I was really sad, thought we was gonna have a chat but nope???? It turned out he hadn’t done any coke and he was agitated and restless, is it wrong to say I was happy in the sense he didn’t do it with me, like he had some respect???? Since then he’s been going out all weekend! I had to make the biggest decision which is crippling me, no contact! This means that I don’t get to see my beautiful girls! Dollie and Rosie my Jack Russels ????The can’t live with me because I’m at mums and she has a rescue Staffy Ruby, who is so loving to people but not to other dogs! We even tried behaviour therapy for, but didn’t work! I can’t watch him ruin his world, he’s well known lots of friends, but he’s slowly loosing everyone and everything, heart breaking! ???? Any positives or negatives would help.
FaithNotFear thank you I really appreciate it and yes debbieg2020 I have watched the YouTube video I’ve been reading through all the messages on here and saw someone put it up to watch, very interesting watch! ????
I don’t bring up the past now, was initially when I first found out, was so angry and hurt that he was sneakily doing it behind my back! I love him so much and can only dream things will work out for us! I’m so happy for your end result, you must be so happy, and we’ll done too him too, by reading about cocaine I understand it’s such an addictive drug to get off! ❤️
He was using coke 2 years behind my back, I didn’t have a clue, was I stupid or what, I think it boils down to trust and never thought he would do something so stupid as that, I didn’t mention before that he’s also insulin dependent diabetic, I always tried to take care of that with his diet too, and there he is abusing his diabetes with coke! I’m so sad and angry, and depressed also! Is the sadness because he’s coming of the coke, or because of the things he’s done whilst using? He won’t talk about it which is so frustrating, I think I’m owed that at least ????
Is the sadness from the comedown or because what he’s done, he’s still won’t talk to me about it, it’s really frustrating! I found out he’d been using coke behind my back for 2 years and had no idea!!! Am I thick or what?? I think I trusted him and never thought he would do that, may I add he’s insulin dependent diabetic also, which makes my blood boil, that he could do something so stupid as come on top of his diabetes!!! He’s last message read I will never hurt you again!!! So sad, I feel so low and depressed with it all, doesn’t help that I’m bipolar myself, but it’s never caused a problem except when I was initially diagnosed. ????
Sorting himself
I’ve been reading all your family coke problems, I wondered if anyone could answer for me, my ex! Yep we split up over coke, we’ll he said he is sitting himself, we have been seeing each other as friends, problem is he is so different, quiet, withdrawn, he was always the life and soul of the party! He is completely different, I just feel sad every time I see him. Obviously during our split he’s slept with other girls, 1 of them is 20 years younger, perfect for an older man. I wanted to know all the girls he’s been with are on coke, is that what makes them like them cause they do coke? Is it better for them having someone else on their high?? All new to me, so confused and soo sad! Was together 26 years!!! Any advice please!!!
Anyone that has used and now stopped! Can you clear some stuff up for me! What made you stop? I notice everyone saying you get horny on it, if you have sex with someone are feelings involved or is it just a shag? Surely you can stop yourself from having sex it’s your choice! Coke doesn’t make you have sex! Is that right?
What made you make the change? ????
I wonder if anyone can help me out here! I’m talking about my x partner, I want to know as I’m a little confused with the different partners he has, is this normal! If I’m honest and not sounding like I’m a snob but all of them are shocking, nit women I would ever put him with, obviously they all do coke, so that’s a bonus for him!!! But is he looking for a realtor ship or would he be feeling very sexual on coke???
I wonder if anyone could help me by explaining when my partner comes home early hours obviously using coke and alcohol, but he sits up awake, what kind of things would be going through his head and same for when hes coming down off it? Hope someone can help